Why do we not get to see the ESPY'S live?

This is BS!!! They hype it up for 3 months and get us to beleive that we have "say" in who wins and we might, but then how do they repay us by not letting us see it live. So for the next 3 days we have to hear about it on every website and on every ESPN channell. They have just ruined my sunday night I was looking forward to getting a 12 pack and kicking back to watch it. But why now I know who wins. What fun is that? ESPN is part of a multiBILLION dollar company and you are telling me they can not show there award show live. Please feel free to let me know if i am wrong about this. WE HAVE RIGHTS AS FANS!!!!!!