Cameron Menzies blasted through to round two of the World Grand Prix in a 2-0 win over Chris Dobey, looking back to his best in a clinical performance. After the match he spoke to Dartsnews.com about his nerves before going onto the stage, and how he managed to fend them off to progress.
He comfortably took the first set, with Hollywood struggling to find the outer ring at the beginning. They shared a leg a piece at the start of set two, before a 120 from Menzies broke the throw and left him one away from a first victory in the event. Despite being broken back, he wrapped up victory on tops.
After his match, Menzies reflected on his performance, as he said: "I thought I played about 70% of how I can play. I was so nervous, especially in the first set. I didn’t really believe I was going to win until I took that first set, and then I kind of got excited. I seemed to finish strong in the end, but I’m buzzing that I won because it’s been one of those careers where, on the floor, I’m doing alright, but I’ve done heehaw on the stage. It’s been spoken about on social media and stuff. I know Dobey was up there, and that obviously jumped out of my two hands because that’s what gave me the opportunity to win. From not winning a leg last year to winning a game now – what a difference that is."
This result is a complete contrast from last year's appearance for the Scot, who was battered by Dave Chisnall, failing to even get a leg on the board. This meant that clinching his first leg was a huge relief for Cammy, who controlled affraid from then.
"Yes, as soon as I won the first leg, that went out of my head because I had the throw and I won the first leg," he said. "I was like, don’t do the same as last year, don’t get pumped to granny. That was in my head because it was in my head last year too. I know you shouldn’t think like that, but it happens. As soon as I won that first leg, it was gone, and I calmed down a bit. Chris has played in the Premier League and he’s won a TV title, so he’s a great player."
This win has also launched him into the top 32 for the maiden time in a huge achievement for the 36-year-old. "I might not be doing anything on TV, but I’m obviously doing something right. You don’t get too many fat boys like me into the top 32 – you’ve got to be doing something right! I might not be doing it on TV yet, but that shows I’m progressing," he said.
Menzies revealed that he was feeling the nerves before walking out on stage, citing a more positive mindset when at the oche, thinking of where he has come from.
"Well, that dart at bull to win it – I could’ve buggered that leg a whole heap, because I was away in front," he said. "But I could see the finishing line because Dobey didn’t kick off that leg, and I was thinking back to last year when I was sitting there in the corner gutted about how bad I played. This time, I was thinking of that moment and how far I’ve come. Then I had three terrible scores in a row because I could see the finish line again. So to win is amazing. It’s not about the money – it’s about finally performing on this stage. I don’t think that was a great game, I think I just played alright, but I get a lot of abuse online and stuff. I’ve not performed well on TV, and it’s something I’ve struggled with. I was nervous, but I’ve tried to deal with it – taking deep breaths and staying calm. You probably saw me standing there taking deep breaths. It doesn’t always work, but I’m trying."
A big part of this was due to his sports psychologist he has been seeing. Menzies has been known to wear his heart on his sleeve on stage, collapsing when something goes wrong. The improvement in mentality and composure has seen him taking lengthier strides in the sport.
"I actually did that last year. He doesn’t really call himself a sports psychologist – he does more with golf and life coaching," Menzies said, "He’s an ex-policeman. It’s more about positivity in life, not just darts or sport. He always says, focus on the double, and try to stay positive. I don’t always listen, but it’s helped me a lot. Sometimes when I’m not playing well, I take a step back, because I’m quite fast when I throw, and I just try to visualise the double going in. Instead of thinking, I hope this goes in, I try to think, this is going in. It doesn’t always work, but when it does, it’s great. These games can be decided by one or two darts at a double, so having that positive mindset really helps."
Despite going through to round two, Cammy stated that the nerves will still be there, but the pressure will not be. "I’ll still be nervous, but there’s definitely less pressure now," he said. "Last year I didn’t win a leg – that was my worst fear, and it hurt massively. I didn’t want to get grannyed, but it happened. I always said, the only way is up. So when I won the first leg today, I thought, I’ve already done better than last year. Of course I want to keep winning – who doesn’t? But I think there’ll be less pressure now because I finally won a game on the stage. I’ve not really performed on TV before, and that’s something I’m trying to sort."
The Scot has previously mentioned the torrid periods he would have on social media, engaging in negative and abusive hate directed at him. As time has gone on, he has learnt to step away, going to lengthy measures to avoid it after a defeat.
"I’m getting used to it now. When I first got my tour card in Stockport, it was horrible – I really struggled with it. Now I just delete it. Sometimes I delete the app for a few days. If I’ve had a stinker at the World Series or last year at the Grand Prix, I just delete it for a few weeks. The worst thing is people tag you in it – why tag me in abuse? I don’t want to see that. Even last week I got abuse when Nijman beat me behind closed doors. It’s horrible. That’s the only bad thing about social media. I’ve learned just to block them. Years ago, I’d respond to stuff and ask for their address – just because it annoyed me. But nowadays I just block and delete it. Sometimes I delete social media for a couple of days, and it’s great – go out for a walk, no social media. It’s refreshing."
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