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Ayda Field Williams felt like a failure for using a surrogate
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Ayda Field Williams felt like a failure for not carrying her baby when she used a surrogate.

The actress is married to pop star Robbie Williams and the couple have four children, Teddy, 12, Charlie, 10, Coco, six, and five-year-old Beau, together.

For her youngest two children, the couple used a surrogate to carry them and deliver them safely in the world.

The 45-year-old star has now bravely admitted that she felt like a "failure" at the time for not being able to be pregnant and carry her own baby.

Speaking on the first episode of 'Loose Women: The Podcast', she said: "I remember I had a friend that was pregnant at the same time and I felt deep shame that she got to be pregnant and I wasn’t ... I felt like it was a failure on my behalf.”

Ayda went on to explain that when her daughter Coco was born, she delivered her out of her surrogate herself.

She added: “I delivered Coco out of our surrogate, me with my own hands, looking at another woman who’s sharing the most beautiful journey, a true sisterhood, motherhood moment that is so powerful I couldn’t begin to describe it.”

Previously, Robbie explained that the two youngest children had to be conceived using frozen sperm.

He said: "I’ll put it this way: I ran out of juice! We had sperm and eggs frozen because we wanted to have more after our first two wonderful children. And now that they’re in the world, I know even more what a gift it is."

He added: "The surrogate was a very special woman, one of the most amazing people I have ever met in my life. We are forever grateful to her."

'Loose Women: The Podcast' is available to watch on ITVX and YouTube or to listen wherever you get your podcasts, including Global Player.

This article first appeared on BANG Showbiz and was syndicated with permission.

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